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2018  my previous posting. Have I had no words since then?? I thought I would give this a go again vowing to give Facebook a break from my many words which sometimes stir political poo and my page gets violent or postings late in the night when I am melancholy with  no where to have all my heart words land. If you ever watched the movie Julie and Julia, Julie has a blog and doesn't expect anyone to read it but is so beyond excited when she see's one person does. I would like my words to impact one person maybe even two. I would like also to hear your heart, the things that matter to you, the things you love. I started a blessings notebook again. I write things I am blessed by and in doing so I see the simplicity of the life I now live, Thankful for Laundry soap and cat food, a car that runs with 102k miles on it. Money struggles are real and not just for the young and struggling. We have learned that God has never dropped us and most of the time stretches our faith till the
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Vengeance

Truth, who responsible to unveil truth? Time, how does time change perception of truth? Nature of people, are they good at heart or do they seek their own righteousness? One words against another. A mess of feelings and truths and lies. Scripture says vengeance is mine says the Lord.Im dancing around issues today because Lifes have been forever ruined by cruel words and truth that will NEVER be known. In every situation when we hurt one another God weeps. We are to encourage one another and build each other up. If I voice an opinion on social media Even those dearest to my heart who do not share my view slap their own righteousness at me. My voice and heart have learned silence. God alone knows truth and on that day it will be revealed. Until then we live in the shards of shattered we have created. Love your enemies, do good to those who hurt you.
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Jagged Edge

We arrive here a perfect package. Straight from heaven. Heart pure, untouched by hate or hurt. A  bubble  of fragile, beautiful and holy. Along journey things touch us to make us who we are. Things plant passion in our hearts, also planted,jagged edge sharp of hurts we have endured that have calloused over to protect the deepest part of us. What is the jagged you carry?The wound you have survived? You are a survivor and your victory has made you who you are.Some days the dark does not make you feel victorious but you are. The cross is our strongest survivor symbol.Christ endured and survived it all. He left it here as a reminder, a gift for us to lay down our jagged edged sharp hurts so we might have the right to again feel the pure heart He gave us fresh from heaven. The foot of the cross is a precious place to finally lay that jagged down
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Drugs

Prednisone. The wicked, toxic, nasty your gonna live med Ever take it? Ahhh, at first you think, its your friend.Ever so slowly realization dawns.You are not in a mutual relationship of,  oh I want to love you. Yet if you stop taking it your Dr puts the fear of God in you.Taper down 21 days.I dont ever do 21 days of anything except maybe coffee or chocolate.I thought things were going fine till I caught my husband talking like Mr.Rogers "Honey, would you like to go for a car ride?" I also caught him moving the  guns to higher ground and checking he had the ammo safety box key stuffed  in his pocket.Wicked wicked drug...One .Last thing..I contemplated eating an old piece of zucchini that had fallen into my shirt pocket..just a bit of fuzz on it and a few black spots.I could have pretended it was a chocolate chip but came to my senses. One of the side effects listed  on pharmacy  handout other than you will lose all your friends and family is: Might alter mood, please contac
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Raw. Real, Redeemed

Double portion of MERCY and Grace, that's me! Is that you? What does that even mean? We didn't ask for this kind of heart Few have it.We are givers to the core, pain carriers and burden bearers. Age teaches us to live with this gift. It is not a curse. We are born old souls♡ Walk with me. This tangled mess o me I have words ..you have words ♡2♡ is a beautiful thing
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